never got better - Blü Eyes

[00:00.18]never got better (Acoustic) - Blü Eyes
[00:01.11]Lyrics by：Katie Stump
[00:01.5]Composed by：Katie Stump
[00:03.18]Please
[00:04.59]Don't ask me
[00:07.09]How I've been doing
[00:09.43]'Cause I don't wanna lie to you
[00:13.46]I've felt like me
[00:16.01]The last few weeks
[00:18.5]But if I start talking
[00:20.88]I'll think about the **** I've been through
[00:23.68]Then I'll be knee deep in those
[00:26.07]Feelings I've been
[00:28.15]Trying so hard to escape
[00:31.46]But oh God now it's too late
[00:36.75]Suddenly I'm right back in it
[00:38.67]Shaking and scared to death
[00:40.79]I feel it
[00:41.55]Pounding up in my chest
[00:43.49]One second
[00:44.36]Step back and I just can't
[00:46.43]Hold it together
[00:48.71]I'm back re-living
[00:50.12]Trying to catch my breath
[00:52.09]I miss it
[00:52.96]End up back in my head
[00:54.95]My prison hope I'm not on the edge
[00:57.95]Like this forever
[00:59.81]'Cause every time that I remember
[01:01.42]It's like I never got better at all
[01:04.62]At square one and it takes months
[01:09.79]Until I feel normal
[01:12.31]And one day if I scroll back too far
[01:15.1]The photos put me in those
[01:17.51]Feelings I've been trying so hard to escape
[01:22.83]But oh God now it's too late
[01:28.04]And suddenly I'm right back in it
[01:30.13]Shaking and scared to death
[01:32.04]I feel it
[01:32.94]Pounding up in my chest
[01:34.880005]One second
[01:35.85]Step back and I just can't
[01:37.79]Hold it together
[01:40.1]I'm back re-living
[01:41.509995]Trying to catch my breath
[01:43.479996]I miss it
[01:44.39]End up back in my head
[01:46.31]My prison hope I'm not on the edge
[01:49.270004]Like this forever
[01:51.229996]'Cause every time that I remember
[01:52.72]It's like I never got better at all
[01:56.07]Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
[02:08.08]Ten steps backwards without a warning
[02:11.01]Push it down 'til I can't ignore it
[02:13.77]Crying on the floor
[02:16.8]I've been here before
[02:19.72]Suddenly I'm right back in it
[02:21.57]Shaking and scared to death
[02:23.57]I feel it
[02:24.47]Pounding up in my chest
[02:26.28]One second
[02:27.28]Step back and I just can't
[02:29.2]Hold it together
[02:31.67]I'm back re living
[02:32.95999]Trying to catch my breath
[02:34.88]I miss it
[02:35.81]End up back in my head
[02:37.7]My prison hope I'm not on the edge
[02:40.62]Like this forever
[02:42.83]Tryna keep on getting better
[02:44.15]Moving forward even if I might fall
[02:48.43]But every time that I remember
[02:49.94]It's like I never got better at all