Stan - Alec Benjamin

[00:00.18]Stan -Alec Benjamin
[00:15.06]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
[00:18.24]Got out of bed at all
[00:20.49]The morning rain clouds up my window
[00:24.12]And I can't see at all
[00:26.34]And even if I could it'll all be gray
[00:29.82]But your picture on my wall
[00:32.54]It reminds me that it's not so bad
[00:35.82]It's not so bad
[00:49.53]Dear Slim I wrote but you still ain't callin
[00:51.96]I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom
[00:54.87]I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'em
[00:57.81]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
[01:00.69]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
[01:03.63]But anyways f**k it what's been up Man how's your daughter
[01:06.6]My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm bout to be a father
[01:09.09]If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
[01:11.31]I'ma name her Bonnie
[01:12.84]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
[01:15.39]I had a friend kill himself over some *****who didn't want him
[01:18.33]I know you probably hear this everyday but I'm your biggest fan
[01:21.66]I even got the underground ****that you did with Skam
[01:24.63]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[01:27.45]I like the ****you did with Rawkus too that ****was fat
[01:30.69]Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
[01:33.06]Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan
[01:35.520004]This is Stan
[01:36.57]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
[01:40.2]Got out of bed at all
[01:42.42]The morning rain clouds up my window
[01:46.259995]I can't see at all
[01:48.3]And even if I could it'll all be gray
[01:51.72]But your picture on my wall
[01:54.3]It reminds me that it's not so bad
[01:57.72]It's not so bad
[01:59.369995]Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote I hope you have a chance
[02:02.64]I ain't mad -I just think it's F**KED UP you don't answer fans
[02:05.7]If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
[02:07.95]You didn't have to but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[02:10.8]That's my little brother man he's only six years old
[02:13.5]We waited in the blistering cold for you
[02:15.3]Four hours and you just said No
[02:17.22]That's pretty ****ty man -you're like his f**kin idol
[02:19.77]He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do
[02:23.07]I ain't that mad though I just don't like bein lied to
[02:25.65]Remember when we met in Denver -you said if I'd write you
[02:28.41]You would write back -see I'm just like you in a way
[02:30.78]I never knew my father neither
[02:32.34]He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[02:34.92]I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
[02:36.99]So when I have a ****ty day I drift away and put 'em on
[02:39.84]Cause I don't really got ****else so that ****helps when I'm depressed
[02:43.32]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
[02:46.2]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:48.84]It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:51.69]See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it
[02:54.99]My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
[02:57.84]But she don't know you like I know you Slim no one does
[03:00.72]She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
[03:03.3]You gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[03:06.24]Sincerely yours Stan --P S
[03:08.13]We should be together too
[03:10.23]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
[03:13.86]Got out of bed at all
[03:16.11]The morning rain clouds up my window
[03:19.77]And I can't see at all
[03:21.95999]And even if I could it'll all be gray
[03:25.41]But your picture on my wall
[03:27.99]It reminds me that it's not so bad
[03:31.41]It's not so bad