I Thought About Killing You - Kanye West

[00:08.451]I know, I know, I know, I know, know
[00:12.578]I, I know it, I know it
[00:17.358]The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
[00:25.169]Today, I seriously thought about killing you
[00:27.860]I contemplated, premeditated murder
[00:33.110]And I think about killing myself
[00:34.233]And I love myself way more than I love you, so…
[00:40.372]Today, I thought about killing you, premeditated murder
[00:48.470]You'd only care enough to kill somebody you love
[00:52.963]The most beautiful thoughts are always inside the darkest
[00:56.255](Mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhmm)
[01:00.147]Just say it out loud to see how it feels
[01:03.229]People say "don't say this, don't say that"
[01:05.215]Just say it out loud, just to see how it feels
[01:11.641]Weigh all the options, nothing's off the table
[01:14.802]Today, I thought about killing you, premeditated murder
[01:19.817]I think about killing myself
[01:20.810]And I, I love myself way more than I love you
[01:24.963]The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
[01:28.176](Mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhmm)
[01:34.472]I think this is the part where
[01:35.308]I'm supposed to say somethin' good to compensate it so it doesn't come off bad
[01:42.491]But sometimes I think really bad things
[01:45.182]Really, really, really bad things
[01:53.515]And I love myself way more than I love you
[02:01.508]See, if I was tryin' to relate it to more people
[02:03.520]I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself
[02:06.341]Because that seems like a common theme
[02:08.666]But that's not the case here
[02:11.200]I love myself way more than I love you
[02:13.891]And I think about killing myself
[02:15.902]So, best believe, I thought about killing you today
[02:19.507]Premeditated murder
[02:21.179]I called up my loved ones, I called up my cousins
[02:25.097]I called up the Muslims, said I'm 'bout to go dumb
[02:29.251]Get so bright, it's no sun
[02:31.236]Get so loud, I hear none
[02:33.300]Screamed so loud, got no lungs
[02:35.415]Hurt so bad, I go numb
[02:37.662]Time to bring in the drums, that prra-pa-pa-pum
[02:41.554]Set the NewTone on 'em, set the nuke off on 'em
[02:45.682]I need Coke with no rum, I taste coke on her tongue
[02:49.835]I don't joke with no one, they'll say "He died so young"
[02:54.041]I done had a bad case of too many bad days
[02:58.116]Got too many bad traits, used the floor for ashtrays
[03:02.348]I don't do shit halfway, I'ma clear the cache
[03:06.449]I'ma make my name last, put that on my last name
[03:10.707]It's a different type of rules that we obey
[03:14.886]Ye, Ye, Ye season, n!gga, we Old Bay
[03:19.092]We was all born to die, n!gga, DOA
[03:22.958]N!ggas say they hero, mm, I don't see no cape
[03:26.955]Mm, I don't see no, mm, yeah, I don't see no, mm, mm
[03:31.291]If I wasn't shinin' so hard, wouldn't be no shade
[03:36.228]Buckwheat-ass n!gga, it's gon' be o-tay
[03:45.424]Young n!gga sh!t, n!gga, we don't age
[03:49.629]I thought I was past my Deebo ways
[03:53.678]Even when I went broke, I ain't break
[03:57.832]How you gon' hate? N!gga, we go way back
[04:01.672]To when I had the braids and you had the wave cap
[04:05.721]Drop a pin for the fade and I'm on my way ASAP
[04:09.900]Don't get socked in the mouth, you know homie don't play that
[04:13.949]Pay the fire marshal bill 'cause this shit done got way packed
[04:19.148]They wanna see me go ape (Ape, ape)
[04:22.726]All you gotta do is speak on Ye
[04:26.619]All you gotta do is speak on Ye
[04:30.746]Don't get your tooth chipped like Frito-Lay