I Can't Believe I Died - Sik World

[00:12.88]Yeah
[00:14.12]It's really over
[00:15.33]I can't believe that I died
[00:17.12]I do not exist
[00:18.89]I am no longer alive
[00:20.52]The wood turned to stone
[00:22.18]Right before my eyes, and
[00:24.85]Now I'm a memory inside of everyone's mind
[00:27.31]I crossed the other side, I am on the other side
[00:30.09]Will I meet God? Was I a matter of time?
[00:32.16]Was my whole life a facade? Where is my mom?
[00:34.32]I can't believe that I died
[00:35.59]I can't believe that I died
[00:36.94]Wait, damn, I can't even say goodbye
[00:40.44]To my daughter
[00:41.40]I wanna hold her right now, and I wanna tell her I love her
[00:43.73]I would give everything, I mean every single thing,
[00:46.77]If it means I could hug her
[00:47.84]That's a moment I won't get
[00:48.85]I'm feeling so much regret
[00:50.12]Life came and went
[00:51.12]I wish I would've appreciated every moment we spent
[00:53.59]Nothing is left, damn
[00:54.92]My life crashed and burned
[00:56.46]Gone forever, I'll never return
[00:57.82]I can't imagine the agony my mom is feeling
[01:00.09]I know that she's gonna hurt
[01:01.32]So will my dad, I know he's gon' break
[01:03.01]Damn, I know he's gon' break
[01:04.80]Not telling both of you how much
[01:06.69]I love you is probably my biggest mistake
[01:08.24]If I could go back in time
[01:10.13]I would've did everything different
[01:12.06]I would appreciate life
[01:13.53]And would've actually lived it
[01:15.32]I take my anger inside
[01:17.02]And give my enemies forgiveness
[01:18.77]The anger I held inside
[01:20.44]Made my life feel like a prison
[01:22.20]I would've stayed off my phone
[01:23.91]I wasted all my time scrolling
[01:25.64]Living my life through a screen
[01:27.28]When I should've lived in the moment
[01:29.02]Now I'm feeling this regret
[01:30.64]And honestly I can't control it
[01:32.44]'Cause I know that my mother****ing life is over
[01:35.14]And it kills me to know it
[01:36.04]And I'm hurt
[01:37.31]Yo, all of this hurts
[01:38.40]My daughter needs me
[01:39.80]But I'm not around
[01:41.12]I lie in the dirt
[01:42.35]They always say
[01:43.23]Don't take life for granted
[01:44.44]But it's too late, I no longer have it
[01:46.49]And yeah, you can pray
[01:47.92]But there's no second chances
[01:49.37]But I'm praying
[01:50.28]Sorry if I'm out of line
[01:51.42]But I need my life, I'm begging you, please
[01:53.48]She's gonna be traumatized
[01:54.73]The moment she walks up and she sees
[01:56.61]A coffin where her father lies
[01:58.30]And she's gonna scream, and she's gonna weep
[02:00.07]And I don't wanna see her cry
[02:01.65]I can't believe that I died
[02:03.19]I reached the end
[02:04.58]Damn, I never imagined this
[02:06.73]The world I'm in
[02:07.94]Stopped, it really went stagnant
[02:09.99]I'm so perplexed
[02:11.47]Shocked, don't know how to handle it
[02:13.47]Knowing, knowing that I won't get a second chance again
[02:17.16]Damn
[02:18.09]Standing on the other side, I'm by myself
[02:20.84]Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help
[02:24.41]Always depressed, who saw the best in me
[02:27.76]Now that I'm gone I rest in peace
[02:31.32]My life flashed before my eyes
[02:34.72]I'm wishing for one last time
[02:38.10]I never saw my demise
[02:41.64]I can't believe I died
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