One Is Glad To Be Of Service (in memory of Robin Williams) - April Rain

[01:57.35]-Goddamn it, Andrew!
[01:59.25]If you're going to succeed at this thing...
[02:01.28]-What thing?
[02:01.70]-This...this thing you're trying to do...
[02:03.15]You've got to stop being so damn deferential.
[02:05.85]-I can't help being deferential. It's built-in.
[02:07.80]-Then change.
[02:09.35]-Change? I have changed.
[02:11.90]-I don't mean on the outside. Change on the inside.
[02:14.90]Take chances, make mistakes.
[02:16.65]-Mistakes?
[02:17.30]-Yes! Sometimes it's important not to be perfect, okay?
[02:20.05]It's important to do the wrong thing!
[02:21.61]-Do the wrong thing?
[02:22.60]-Yes.
[02:24.05]-Why? Oh I see. To learn from your mistakes.
[02:26.50]-No. To make them!
[02:28.20]To find out what's real and what's not, to find out what you feel.
[02:32.60]Human beings are terrible messes, Andrew.
[02:34.80]-I'll grant you that. I see.
[02:37.31]This is what is known as an irrational conversation, isn't it?
[02:40.50]-No, this is a human conversation.
[02:42.90]It's not about being rational. It's about following your heart.
[02:47.80]-And that's what I should do?
[02:49.10]-Yes. And you have a heart, Andrew. You do.
[02:52.55]I feel it. I don't even believe it sometimes, but I do feel it.
[02:56.60]-And in order to follow that heart... one must do the wrong thing.
[03:01.68]-Yes.
[03:03.39]-Thank you.
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[06:04.00]-So you're not married yet?
[06:05.85]-No, two weeks from Saturday.
[06:07.60]-I'm not too late.
[06:10.00]Are you absolutely positive you're doing the right thing?
[06:12.30]-Positive?
[06:13.40]-About getting married?
[06:14.60]-I'm never absolutely positive about anything.
[06:16.79]-So you could be doing the wrong thing.
[06:18.40]-No, I'm pretty sure I'm doing the right thing.
[06:20.35]-Great.
[06:21.20]-Why is that great?
[06:22.18]-Well, in your apartment, you told me to do the wrong thing.
[06:24.93]Now, you are not doing the wrong thing. You're doing the right thing.
[06:27.50]It's safe to say you're not following your own advice.
[06:29.20]'Cause if you were, you would definitely not be marrying this man, Charles.
[06:31.82]-Because I would be doing the right thing.
[06:33.45]-Precisely.
[06:34.80]-In some strange way, you're starting to make sense.
[06:37.10]-Good.
[06:38.85]Do you have any idea what it's like to be in love with someone...who's about to marry someone else?
[06:42.90]Someone totally magnificent, someone who walks into a room and lights it up like the sun?
[06:47.85]Someone who you know is lying to herself?
[06:49.78]-Lying?
[06:50.40]-Convincingly, yeah. Very, very much so.
[06:52.65]-About what?
[06:54.26]-That you don't love me.
[06:55.58]When I know at least in some way you do.
[06:58.06]-And how do you know that?
[06:59.80]-Portia.
[07:00.82]I have done everything, inside and out.
[07:02.84]-But that stuff doesn't matter to me.
[07:04.94]-Well, something matters
[07:05.87]'Cause I'd have to believe if nothing mattered, you'd love me...
[07:08.01]And not some man whose chin could sink the Titanic.
[07:11.80]- What? See? It's true, isn't it?
[07:14.30]-Yeah.
[07:15.50]-I'm sorry.
[07:17.50]Does he light you up like this? Does he make you laugh?
[07:21.35]-Nobody makes me laugh like this.
[07:23.42]-Good. Then admit it. Admit that you love me.
[07:26.35]Give me one kiss.
[07:27.44]-Oh, God.
[07:28.60]-That's all. One quick kiss.
[07:30.40]Just one kiss...could not jeopardise a glorious marriage.
[07:34.59]Besides, it would also explain to me why your pulse jumped from 66 to 102 beats per minute.
[07:39.80]Your respiration rate has doubled. You're putting out clouds of pheromones.
[07:42.60]-It's not fair to read me like that.
[07:44.50]-I know. Love isn't fair.
[07:46.25]I'm reading your heart. I'm asking you to follow it.
[07:49.05]Begging you.
[07:51.45]Begging is supposed to be humiliating. I don't care.
[07:54.39]I love you, Portia.
[07:56.63]I loved you the very first moment I saw you.
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