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ADDICTION - Josh A

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[00:00.000] 作词 : Joshua A [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jos...
[00:00.000] 作词 : Joshua A
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Joshua A
[00:06.073]And I don't even know how I got this far
[00:09.169]Don't even bother tryna save me
[00:11.694]I don't like the drugs, but the drugs like me
[00:15.071]Everything I want, but I'm still dying
[00:18.161]Even when I'm down, know I'm still trying
[00:20.965]I'm not really living, I'm just surviving
[00:23.486]I've been lookin' for my purpose again
[00:26.281]And I'm barely hangin' on by a thread
[00:29.366]It's been gettin' too hard to pretend
[00:31.903]I just wanna let go of my sins
[00:34.989]Callin' out for help, but I don't got no one to talk to
[00:37.797]Try to be a better man, but it always falls through
[00:40.607]I'm feelin' like a disappointment, I'm hearin' voices
[00:43.691]I've been on the edge again
[00:46.497]And you know it's hard to be myself sometimes when I only want what's worse for me
[00:52.108]And I hate what I became, now I'm so stressed out
[00:55.179]Tried to medicate to push these thoughts out
[00:58.280]All alone, I don't wanna need these pills to function
[01:02.236]I supply my own destruction
[01:04.756]I wish life came with instructions
[01:07.844]Maybe then I'd finally change
[01:10.365]I don't like the drugs, but the drugs like me
[01:13.732]Everything I want, but I'm still dying
[01:16.825]Even when I'm down, know I'm still trying
[01:19.347]I'm not really living, I'm just surviving
[01:22.156]I've been lookin' for my purpose again
[01:24.679]And I'm barely hangin' on by a thread
[01:28.051]It's been gettin' too hard to pretend
[01:30.573]I just wanna let go of my sins
[01:34.223]Withdrawals, they go on and on
[01:36.749]It's been so long, but I'm hangin' on
[01:39.555]And I've been lettin' the ones down that love me
[01:42.354]I just push 'em away
[01:44.041]'Cause I don't even know myself or who I am
[01:47.412]These days embrace pain to try and feel something
[01:51.784]And I don't even know how I got this far
[01:54.597]Don't even bother tryna save me
[01:56.838]All alone, I don't wanna need these pills to function
[02:00.771]I supply my own destruction
[02:03.577]I wish life came with instructions
[02:06.375]Maybe then I'd finally change
[02:09.185]I don't like the drugs, but the drugs like me
[02:12.278]Everything I want, but I'm still dying
[02:15.082]Even when I'm down, know I'm still trying
[02:17.890]I'm not really living, I'm just surviving
[02:20.408]I've been lookin' for my purpose again
[02:23.224]And I'm barely hangin' on by a thread
[02:26.030]It's been gettin' too hard to pretend
[02:29.414]I just wanna let go of my sins
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