Through Trial And Fear - LJ Mercer

[03:40.0]I'm winning a battle
[03:40.0]but losing the war
[03:40.0]and I'll fight till I know I can't fight anymore.
[03:40.0]I'm up on the front lines,
[03:40.0]charging in blind
[03:40.0]I’ll either hold my way home
[03:40.0]or they’ll hold me a sign that says;
[03:40.0]“Thank you for trying.
[03:40.0]I'll hold your hand while you go.
[03:40.0]it’s scary to leave behind the world that you know."
[03:40.0]I'll dry my tears if it means you’re okay.
[03:40.0]I've fought for so long but it’s still hard to be brave.
[03:40.0]I can't just sit around and let myself decay
[03:40.0]I'm here.
[03:40.0]Through trial and fear.
[03:40.0]I'm here.
[03:40.0]Seasons have come and go,
[03:40.0]people have too.
[03:40.0]I can't give up yet I have so much to do.
[03:40.0] Lines gone unwritten,
[03:40.0]lyrics unsung,
[03:40.0]I'll hold myself till myself comes undone.
[03:40.0]I’ll say;
[03:40.0]“Thank you for your love and sticking around.
[03:40.0]It hasn't been easy while I've been underground.
[03:40.0]Plant me my flowers,
[03:40.0] I'll take them to shore and thank you for helping me fight in my war.”
[03:40.0]I'll win a few and there’s losses to come,
[03:40.0]I'll make it through and keep myself undone
[03:40.0]I'm here.
[03:40.0]through trial and fear.
[03:40.0]I'm here