Enough - Russ

[00:00.0]Enough (Explicit) - Russ
[00:00.05]Composed by：A.J. Hall/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
[00:00.11]Produced by：A.J. Hall/Aaron Paris/Russ
[00:00.22]Yeah
[00:00.68]I wasn't right within was lyin' tryna find a slim openin'
[00:03.68]To cope with grim realities of hopelessness
[00:05.7]The casualties of broken men unhappily devoted when
[00:08.56]They hit me all the walls were tryna kiss me they were closin' in
[00:11.07]I'm soakin' in a tub of how the **** did this all happen
[00:13.8]Can I fasten my seatbelt before the tree and me are wrapped in
[00:16.52]A blanket I can't escape
[00:17.63]But the brakes that I have ain't brakin'
[00:19.19]And the weight that I feel is achin'
[00:20.56]They say we don't feel the same ****
[00:21.74]The pain isn't real I'm famous
[00:23.19]The cage that I'm in is dangerous
[00:24.63]I'm chained the perception anxious
[00:26.0]Every day I'm faced the anguish
[00:27.43]Of fakin' and savin' faces so drainin' I pray it changes
[00:30.14]Self-hatred's an understatement for makin' the bed I lay in
[00:32.8]My faith and my patience shaken I'm cravin' a new awakenin'
[00:35.58]I'm chasin' myself I'm wavin'
[00:36.91]Complainin' that I'm evadin'
[00:38.28]Betrayin' myself was strainin'
[00:39.69]And slayed by my past I'm racin'
[00:41.14]That ancient indoctrination I'm blazin' whatever's failin'
[00:43.66]And scrapin' up the remainin' be shapin' my soul creatin'
[00:46.49]Embracin' the new foundation
[00:47.63]No swayin' no more decayin'
[00:49.23]The process of excavation surveillin' what needs replacin'
[00:51.88]This daily can't get complacent
[00:53.27]I'm takin' solo vacations
[00:54.59]I need solitude
[00:55.47]I think a bottle too many problems due
[00:57.63]To not wanting to upset my family plus I got the news
[01:00.34]That sadness ain't allowed from the same crowd that turns around
[01:03.01]And asks for sad songs tell me how
[01:04.92]'Cause as a man you cannot frown
[01:06.13]Don't make a sound just a stand up proud
[01:07.62]No one appreciatin' us until we're dead and underground
[01:10.270004]It's no surprise that suicide is super high
[01:12.26]It's not unusual
[01:13.1]'Cause men know that they only get their flowers at their funeral
[01:15.9]We're hardenin' ourselves instead of gardennin' ourselves
[01:18.36]Suppressed emotions we're alone so now we're targetin' ourselves
[01:21.06]Don't wanna talk to out of pride in fear of comin' off weak
[01:23.81]Some women lookin' at you lesser if there's tears on your cheek
[01:26.54]But if there's tears tattooed that same girl is a freak
[01:29.270004]So they attracted to the pain unless they hear the pain speak
[01:32.29]Society romanticizin' silent sufferers stoicism is sexy
[01:35.490005]Unless he can't show that he ****s with her
[01:37.18]If that's your girl be done with her
[01:38.759995]'Cause if you're numb to the pain
[01:40.16]Then you're numb to the pleasure
[01:41.58]Whether it's sun or it's rain to you it's all the same weather
[01:44.229996]These days I'm better off retreated and reserved
[01:46.34]On a resort then re-emerge feelin' recharged and reassured that I'm
[01:50.41]Enough
[01:52.5]Erusaelp eth ot bmun er'uoy neht
[01:54.86]Flesym m'I ekil leef annaw I
[01:56.58]Erew sllaw eht lla em tih yeht nehw
[01:58.84]Wonk dluohs uoy evael I erofeb
[02:00.4]Uoy evol ot ysae
[02:01.94]Em esimorp