dont let me go - MGK

[00:01.07]dont let me go - MGK
[00:01.91]Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:03.19]Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:04.55]Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk
[00:15.06]Lately my thoughts eating me alive
[00:17.67]Laid in the bed
[00:18.48]Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive
[00:21.57]Wish I didn't listen
[00:22.54]Just like I wish they would understand me one time
[00:25.35]I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
[00:29.07]Everything's just fine
[00:30.33]Slippin' again
[00:31.19]There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again
[00:33.87]I see my family's reflection
[00:35.12]Every timе I look in the cup and I sip it again
[00:37.71]After this ends
[00:38.72]Tell me after all this ends
[00:40.07]Will I be mentioned again
[00:41.21]Why do I care
[00:42.44]If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again
[00:46.94]Yeah
[00:48.2]Slim bring the beat in
[00:49.37]Before my dad left this Earth
[00:50.5]He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
[00:52.94]I was supposed to die at birth
[00:54.46]Gave me a chance and I ******* it up give me another one
[00:56.9]Mm
[00:57.1]I've been runnin' from
[00:57.95]Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em
[01:00.44]I just called ma said I forgive her
[01:02.65]For not bein' there when I needed one
[01:06.65]I'm comin' back just let me go
[01:10.42]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[01:14.16]I'm comin' back just let me go
[01:17.88]I'm comin' back don't let me go
[01:20.28]Who am I when the music stops
[01:21.92]And the character that I been playin'
[01:23.69]Is really just broken and ******* lost
[01:25.729996]I swear I've been tellin' you
[01:26.979996]Over and over again in all of these songs
[01:29.56]But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin'
[01:31.12]'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off
[01:33.33]And they go on and on and on
[01:35.130005]It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
[01:37.15]You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable
[01:39.54]'Cause I blocked it off
[01:41.05]I got trust issues growin' up
[01:42.29]No one was there to hear what I thought
[01:44.740005]My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid
[01:47.009995]When me and my father fought
[01:48.479996]Yeah
[01:49.240005]I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce
[01:51.47]But it's what the doctor gave me
[01:53.36]Rehab patient with a pen and some paper
[01:55.130005]Mm
[01:55.490005]This psychiatrist keeps evaluating
[01:57.04]How can I live with the fact
[01:58.42]That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby
[02:00.86]I don't got no one to turn to
[02:02.39]'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
[02:05.24]Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am
[02:07.45]I don't know when I look in the mirror
[02:09.3]Constantly dreadin' the day
[02:10.04]That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
[02:12.74]The feeling of dying alone
[02:13.75]And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
[02:16.45999]Kiss the person that I love
[02:17.70999]As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
[02:22.24]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:25.33]Feelin' like
[02:26.01]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[02:29.73]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:33.47]I'm comin' back don't let me go
[02:35.64]Mm
[02:37.24]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:40.31]Mm
[02:41.04001]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[02:44.01]Mm
[02:44.83]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:47.63]Mm
[02:48.54001]I'm comin' back don't let me go