Trauma - BoyWithUke

[00:00.43]Trauma (Explicit) - BoyWithUke
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[00:01.33]Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
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[00:02.17]Composed by：BoyWithUke
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[00:03.12]Produced by：BoyWithUke
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[00:09.97]Growing up I never had a lot of money
[00:11.66]从小到大 我一直都不富裕
[00:11.66]I never had a phone always was a little hungry
[00:13.93]从未拥有过手机 肚子总有点饿
[00:13.93]Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:16.13]每次听到母亲啜泣 我便难以入睡
[00:16.13]I was 10 back then
[00:17.9]那时我才十岁
[00:17.9]I didn't have a room had to buy used shoes
[00:20.44]那时我没有自己的房间 只能买别人穿过的鞋
[00:20.44]I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22.37]音乐是我的避难所 让我免受欺负
[00:22.37]And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
[00:24.6]每一次受伤 我都觉得是自己的错
[00:24.6]Even if it was an accident
[00:27.92]即便那只是意外而已
[00:27.92]Maybe it's not what I want
[00:30.97]也许这不是我想要的生活
[00:30.97]Oh I've seen better days
[00:33.01]我曾享受过幸福时光
[00:33.01]And the moment ******* sucks
[00:36.7]眼下却沉浸在痛苦之中
[00:36.7]But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[00:40.13]如果再不停下 我大概会犯下大错
[00:40.13]And honestly why not
[00:42.37]说实话 为什么还要继续呢
[00:42.37]When nobody gives a ****
[00:44.76]反正没有人真的在乎
[00:44.76]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:49.34]但有时我就是无法控制自己
[00:49.34]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[00:53.75]我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[00:53.75]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:58.41]但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[00:58.41]I know it's in my mind
[01:00.55]我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[01:00.55]But I think I need some help
[01:03.07]但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[01:03.07]Sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:05.61]有时我就是无法控制自己
[01:05.61]I was an outcast
[01:06.94]我被生活所抛起
[01:06.94]Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:09.22]扔在路边干枯凋零 受尽嘲讽
[01:09.22]Too shy to talk about home
[01:10.96]太过羞涩 不敢谈起家这个话题
[01:10.96]I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13.19]我总以为生活本就应该冰冷无比
[01:13.19]And oh I've been so lost without hope
[01:18.2]我早已失去了希望 迷茫不已
[01:18.2]I got a window in my head it's a casket
[01:20.3]我的脑子上有一扇窗 这就是一副棺材
[01:20.3]You know I've been wishing I was dead but I mask it
[01:22.65]我总是希望自己已经死去 但又把这悲伤掩藏
[01:22.65]Maybe it's not what I want
[01:25.770004]也许这不是我想要的生活
[01:25.770004]Oh I've seen better days
[01:27.96]我曾享受过幸福时光
[01:27.96]And the moment ******* sucks
[01:31.479996]眼下却沉浸在痛苦之中
[01:31.479996]But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:34.96]如果再不停下 我大概会犯下大错
[01:34.96]And honestly why not
[01:37.2]说实话 为什么还要继续呢
[01:37.2]When nobody gives a ****
[01:39.65]反正没有人真的在乎
[01:39.65]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:44.2]但有时我就是无法控制自己
[01:44.2]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48.630005]我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[01:48.630005]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:53.21]但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[01:53.21]I know it's in my mind
[01:55.369995]我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[01:55.369995]But I think I need some help
[01:58.64]但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[01:58.64]Because it's all I know my hands around my throat
[02:03.09]因为我控制不住 用双手握住喉咙
[02:03.09]Pray that I won't let go this time around
[02:07.72]祈祷自己这一次不要放手
[02:07.72]But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:12.11]但每一次我想要永远闭上眼睛的时候
[02:12.11]I see the reason why I'm not alone
[02:16.14]我又明白过来 自己其实并不孤单
[02:16.14]But sometimes I just can't but
[02:18.24]但有时候我就是力不从心
[02:18.24]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:23.01]但有时我就是无法控制自己
[02:23.01]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[02:27.66]我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[02:27.66]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:32.16]但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[02:32.16]I know it's in my mind
[02:34.1]我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[02:34.1]But I think I need some help
[02:36.74]但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[02:36.74]Sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:41.0]有时我就是无法控制自己
[02:41.0]I think we got it
[02:46.0]我觉得这首歌录好了