Up In Smoke - Neck Deep

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Neck Deep
[00:00.00]Stare at the wall till my eyes fall out my head
[00:12.49]"Get out of bed" she said
[00:14.13]So self destructive
[00:16.07]Up in smoke, all came to nothing
[00:18.87]Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense
[00:22.44]I wish you'd see my point of view
[00:25.74]You're so uptight, loosen your screws
[00:29.37]Try to find the words that you expect me to say
[00:31.51]I know I let you down again
[00:33.40]I get it
[00:34.39]I see that look in your eye
[00:37.03]I just hoped you could see
[00:38.03]Swear to God that I tried
[00:39.62]I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't
[00:42.71]And I'm sorry
[00:44.91]Heard you call
[00:45.85]Did you want me?
[00:51.08]I had it all but inside I was drowning
[00:54.91]Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me
[01:00.43]I can't live up to all your standards
[01:03.02]Can we learn to disagree?
[01:06.60]Building back the trust you lost in me again
[01:11.08]You're so upset and stressed
[01:12.72]So disappointed
[01:14.32]Dig up the past
[01:15.31]Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead
[01:21.58]I know I **** up every time
[01:24.12]I fall apart, you fall in line
[01:28.10]I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood
[01:30.54]I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough
[01:33.08]A desperate longing from trust
[01:35.07]I get so close but I crush it again
[01:36.36]My integrity's spent
[01:37.71]I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end
[01:40.39]When you're gone, I'll be broken
[01:42.73]Let it out
[01:44.28]Cut me open
[01:47.61]Bury my head in my hands
[01:49.80]How will I ever redeem myself?
[02:13.70]Pressure weighing down on me
[02:17.88]I can't live up to all your standards
[02:20.66]Can we learn to disagree?
[02:23.85]Pressure weighing down on me
[02:28.88]When I can't give you all the answers you expect the worst of me
[02:34.65]Stare at the wall till my eyes fall out my head
[02:38.99]"Get out of bed" she said
[02:40.98]So self destructive
[02:42.92]Up in smoke, all came to nothing