5 Days - Shaqdi

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Madelein Bysan Rönnberg/Tuna Erlat
[00:16.175]5 days since I had a shower I'm watching my cactus grow
[00:21.402]Heating up a frozen margherita
[00:24.259]5 days since had a conversation
[00:28.046]Refreshing my feed
[00:30.158]Same fake captions
[00:32.327]I should be happy I should pretend
[00:36.202]But nothing in this city makes me wanna leave my bed
[00:40.010]I should get out there I should have fun
[00:44.063]But I don't need another reason to get drunk
[00:49.587]I can't find the motivation
[00:52.696]I just wanna quit, I just, I just wanna quit this
[00:57.172]Shy away in isolation
[01:00.486]When I feel like shιt, when I, when I feel like shιt yeah
[01:04.380]I can't be happy I can't pretend
[01:08.057]'cause when I get anxiety my colors turn to grey
[01:13.235]So I turn to self medication
[01:20.284]Some days wish I could be stronger I'm watching my ego grow
[01:25.213]By talking to myself in the mirror
[01:28.135]But most days I forget just what I had said
[01:32.036]Refreshing my mind
[01:34.123]Same old story
[01:36.328]I don't deserve it I don't belong
[01:40.193]'Cause nothing in this city makes me feel so alone as
[01:44.262]When I'm surrounded when I'm exposed
[01:48.035]To everyone and everything not in my comfort zone
[01:53.275]I can't find the motivation
[01:56.471]I just wanna quit, l just, I just wanna quit this
[02:01.120]Shy away in isolation
[02:04.488]When I feel like shιt, when I, when I feel like shιt yeah
[02:08.406]I can't be happy I can't pretend
[02:12.079]'Cause when I get anxiety my colors turn to grey
[02:17.089]So I turn to self medication
[02:23.418]Self medication
[02:26.848]I think I need to get a vacation
[02:31.247]No obligations
[02:34.761]I'll go to Bali and learn mediation
[02:38.699]Just self medication
[02:42.596]I'll hide away in a secret location
[02:46.559]Get on a plane and see new places
[02:50.589]Just what I need for my inspiration
[02:54.561]But for now
[02:57.457]I can't find the motivation
[03:00.453]I just wanna quit, I just, I just wanna quit this
[03:05.146]Shy away in isolation
[03:08.451]When I feel like shιt, when I, when I feel like shιt yeah
[03:12.384]I can't be happy I can't pretend
[03:16.029]'Cause when I get anxiety my colors turn to grey
[03:21.124]So I turn to self medication