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life - awakebutstillinbed

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[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shannon Taylor [00:12.582]I cou...
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shannon Taylor
[00:12.582]I couldn't get my life back
[00:18.848]I couldn't get my life back, I couldn't save myself
[00:25.601]All the words of my mother hang heavy over me
[00:31.807]It's summer in Texas, 2003
[00:38.037]I dissociate, the world around me fades
[00:44.013]There is no self if there is no one else
[00:50.339]So I isolate and suppress discomfort
[00:56.354]And I sacrifice any shred of my own self-worth
[01:02.342]While I put so much faith in my open eyes
[01:08.617]I have never felt so lonely and desperate
[01:16.970]I couldn't get my life back
[01:23.002]I couldn't get my life back, I didn't stand a chance
[01:30.071]All the pain within my past weighs heavy on my heart
[01:36.069]The euphoria won't last, it'll tear your life apart
[01:42.025]I feel the same; the world around me changed
[01:48.185]It is a mess, and I could not make sense
[01:54.416]Of this brave new world I navigate alone
[02:00.419]Or my hyper-vulnerability I now call home
[02:06.398]'Cause I put so much trust in their shifting words
[02:12.408]And I have never felt so stupid and useless before
[02:51.629]But it is all my fault
[02:58.137]I never should have trusted them
[03:04.937]It's easy to smile and wave, to tell them one thing to their face
[03:11.868]It's hard to tell the truth
[03:17.800]Yeah, it is all my fault
[03:24.569]But how could I have known that
[03:31.116]What people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself
[03:37.359]The way other people see you?
[03:42.543]I couldn't get my life back
[03:48.796]I couldn't get my life back
[03:55.455]I couldn't get my life back
[04:01.969]I couldn't get my life back
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