444 - Tribute to Jay-Z - 2017 Billboard Masters

[00:00.0]444 (Tribute to Jay-Z) - 2017 Billboard Masters
[00:02.94]Do I find it so hard
[00:07.54]When I know in my heart
[00:11.87]I'm letting you down every day
[00:17.97]Letting you down every day
[00:22.99]Why do I keep on running away
[00:58.59]Look I apologize often womanize
[01:02.09]Took for my child to be born see through a woman's eyes
[01:04.98]Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles
[01:07.52]Took me too long for this song I don't deserve you
[01:11.229996]I harassed you out in Paris
[01:12.95]Please come back to Rome you make it home
[01:15.62]We talked for hours when you were on tour
[01:18.63]Please pick up the phone pick up the phone
[01:20.93]I said don't embarrass me instead of be mine
[01:24.26]That was my proposal for us to go steady
[01:27.06]That was your 21 st birthday
[01:29.0]You matured faster than me I wasn't ready
[01:31.83]So I apologize
[01:33.35]I seen the innocence leave your eyes
[01:35.31]I still mourn this death and
[01:37.1]I apologize for all the stillborns cause I wasn't present
[01:40.89]Your body wouldn't accept it
[01:42.55]I apologize to all the women whom I toyed with your emotions
[01:46.06]'Cause I was emotionless
[01:47.31]And I apologize 'cause at your best you are love
[01:51.520004]And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about
[01:55.33]Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed
[01:58.33]And you stare blankly into space
[02:00.15]Thinkin' of all the time you wasted it on all this basic sh*t
[02:03.55]So I apologize
[02:22.79001]I'm never gonna treat you
[02:25.63]I'm never gonna treat you like I should
[02:30.51]Ohhhhhh
[02:39.11]I apologize our love was one for the ages and I contained us
[02:44.56]And all this ratchet sh*t and we more expansive
[02:47.0]Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
[02:49.09]Or sleep with our back turned
[02:51.32]We supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn
[02:54.24]We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops
[02:56.82]And then meet in a space where the dark stop
[02:59.64]And let love light the way
[03:01.8]Like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face
[03:05.2]I never wanted another woman to know
[03:06.85]Something about me that you didn't know
[03:08.84]I promised I cried I couldn't hold
[03:11.09]I suck at love I think I need a do over
[03:13.68]I will be emotionally available if I invited you over
[03:16.4]I stew over what if you over my sh*t
[03:27.08]I'm never gonna treat you
[03:29.97]I'm never gonna treat you like I should
[03:35.35]Ohhhhhh
[03:38.35]And if my children knew
[03:41.08]I don't even know what I would do
[03:43.74]If they ain't look at me the same
[03:46.59]I would prob'ly die with all the shame
[03:48.64]You did what with who
[03:50.58]What good is a mé nage à trois when you have a soulmate
[03:53.98]You risked that for blue
[03:56.43]If I wasn't a superhero in your face
[03:59.57]My heart breaks for the day I have to explain my mistakes
[04:03.11]And the mask goes away
[04:05.28]And Santa Claus is fake
[04:07.92]And you go online and see
[04:10.5]For blue's tooth the tooth fairy didn't pay
[04:31.22]I'm never gonna treat you like I should